Have you ever been hit with a sudden, almost too random blow that makes your mood sink to an incredibly low state? You try to grapple with this problem, but is it a problem in the first place?
Or perhaps, it’s just something – a phase, a mini-crisis of sorts – that you have to deal with every now and then. Why this sudden heavy-heartedness? It sure doesn’t feel like anxiety, worry or guilt. It tastes of slight regret accompanied by a lot of doses of doubt.
Perhaps it ensued from simply being exposed to that dance class that probably didn’t mean anything to anyone since it’s a weekly affair. But to someone who has never been to an actual class before, dancing to a style which allows the body to move so fluidly and freely is like a breath of fresh air. It’s like wow, that feeling is all refreshing and then something hits you hard – what took you so long to finally taste this?
Then you see that long, long, long, long way you have to go, and all those precious days you wasted not beginning the journey earlier.
Then you start to cogitate on the reasons why you began this journey in the first place. Why do you do what you do?
Don’t let your doubts continue to gnaw at your insides, Ul